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Thursday, May 24, 2007

omg, i can't wait tmr be over. i seriously dislike that freak. worse than hell. "i dun trust the ics, i always have to step in" wadeva lah u, i dun care who u are, who u know, but for me i tink she is such a wrong attitude person. if u want to command respect from others, then respect others first. stop saying bad stuff about other teachers when u are no better.

u are right somehow, learnt a lot of stuff from sisc, i have seen dozen of characters good and bad, some kinda of weird. maybe too imature to learn how to work nicely with them, but i am too pissed to think logically now.. maybe one week later, i will find that she is nice, maybe maybe...

relationships especially friendships is always the toughest problem to tackle in the whole world( rare that sth is even harder than quantum.. oops), it needs time to learn more about each other, we all are fooled by first impressions (i often do), sld learn to be more responsible mature and look things in a more discerning manner. however, i am always thinking, isn't life like this very tiring, u have to think so much to know sth. haih, dun really care.

[x]//*Life is full of hope =)
5:24 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

suddenly, i love to blog again. dunno why, just have the urge to blog, throughout the whole teachers keep reminding us the coming of ct 2 .. and the last holiday of this year before the nightmare starts.
i was asked the same questions " how is ur academics?" a question that always get me dumbfounded everytime it is asked. seriously at that point , i have the urge to cry, but i noe i won't cos i will not. trying to convince myself that i can really mug during june hols?? really? i seroiusly have no idea for myself. i have been like losing touch with studies this whole week ever since the piling up of rehearsal and the last minute bombardment of information by the teachers. the original confidence that i have 1 week after my ct grades are out that i will mug is lost somehow...
maybe i just sld not think so much.

[x]//*Life is full of hope =)
8:10 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

this is an important lesson i learnt over these two years. some people may look responsible at start but they sux to the last. some people may may seem dun dun care, but u noe that theri hearts are with u. get to know this teachers 2 days ago, really exploding when i talk to him, but after today, he may be strict but as mich say, he really is kind at heart and think for us. at least he is commited and he bothers,not like someone so irresponsible. so i am willing to listen to him and respect him, because i noe all of us are striving for a success. go SISC Ceremony Comm! we can do it =)

[x]//*Life is full of hope =)
7:58 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Right in the morning,it is screwed . wad wrong with golden boys and gals? maybe they are not in the wrong but the people behind them are a bit over. at first, i dun wish to comment so much, tot it is a desperate measure of the school and none of my business. but wad happen is too much! where the hell suddenly appear one person and claim everything we do, just because of the reason that she is capable??? and somemore these people have such a lousy attitude really make me think wad the world is going to be like with all these scholar and leaders of the nation. walk on the street now, when u walk by some people, u feel that they are scholar and leader becuase the way they speak and do really earn u the respect. however now...

[x]//*Life is full of hope =)
6:11 AM

Monday, May 07, 2007

i dunno i feel so happy when i think of stepping down in two weeks time and with idea that this will the last snt meeting that i will be coming for my jc life?
am i weird?? do i hate my cca so much that i do not want to attend it any longer? NO!i have made great friends here and the friendships are unforgettable with my peers and not forgeting my beloved seniors especial crystal jie jie and ying ying. but whenever i look at the juniors, i feel that snt will not be left in good hands especially after the interviews.

especially this year, working with batch of ppl have made me tot a lot. we had a lot of conflicts, laughter, time, tears and not forgetting gossip. it is really an exco with diverse characters, that i have never faced in my whole life, nevertheless to work with them. two words really strike me this week. honesty vs sensitivity?? it had always been these two words which have caught me in dilemia. to say or not? to be honest and explictly share how each other feel or to be aware of the feelings theother party may have. it is something after one year that i have not figure out for myself especially in this year.

after next week is week 9, where all the preparations for SISC starts.the idea of having to go nus nad school everything seriously not very appealing to me. in the comm, there are all the elites and aspiring scholars of njc, and me who pathetically failed my ct1. i seriously dunno y i am appearing in the comm . i think someone can't wait to pull me out and sub it with one of her golden boys. back to my principle, just stay commited to wadever u need to do whether u like it or not.

[x]//*Life is full of hope =)
6:09 AM